Taking Massive Action

Today was awesome! A huge game changer for me. The way my life has been, is making it’s way out the door. See ya!

My life has completely crumbled and I couldn’t be more excited about it! And I’ll tell you why.

But first, I feel most people who are ok living a mediocre life would be puzzled with the decisions I’ve recently made and continue to make. But that’s ok, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. To each their own, right? I won’t settle for less than I’m worth anymore. So yes, in order to fulfill the life I’m meant to live as the better version of myself, I need to take that huge leap of faith I’ve talked about in past blogs. I’m taking massive action to making my dreams a reality.

I talked to my leasing office manager in my apartment complex this morning and said I can’t pay rent. She was very cool about it all but of course had to tell me all the consequences of breaking my lease and all that other shit. Cool, I’m fine with that. I have 3 days to vacate my apartment, so guess what? Most of the crap I own will either be donated, sold or trashed. I’ve held on to so much and didn’t want to let go, but damn, if I want to pursue my passion in writing, I need to make a lot of room for it. I plan to travel because traveling feeds my soul and opens up the major portal to the creative side of my brain. How am I going to do all of this? No clue, but I will find a way. Where there’s a will, there’s a way.

Lately, I haven’t written anything really inspiring as I’ve had some crap to deal with which puts a major halt on my creativity but I know it will open again at some point once the storm in my life blows through. But I need this to happen.

I feel that the most inspiring people are the ones who go through tremendous devastation in life and survive it to tell their stories. Their stories are always interesting, no doubt. Without going through tremendous devastation, how can anyone inspire other people? How can they even relate and empathize with those who are going through hard times if they haven’t experienced it themselves? They lived through hard times and can help others go through them as well.

So why am I excited about my life crumbling? Because I need all of this to happen in order to be motivated enough to make shit happen. Like I’ve explained in my past blog about letting obstacles be your fuel in life, obstacles and crappy situations are actually diamonds in the rough, or blessing in disguise. They are there to show you what needs to change, as I feel the Universe is always wanting to help you live the most abundant life as a human. But most people are so comfortable that they refuse to change, therefore, cutting themselves short or rather settling for less than they deserve. They are willing to live unhappy lives because they refuse to change.

I have a really good feeling about this year. I can’t explain it, I just feel it. But it will only happen if I allow myself to go through various uncomfortable situations that are beneficial towards my future. The past few months have really been leading up to this point but of course I did the same as most and refused to change, thinking things would change on it’s own. Nope. I went to the gym a lot hoping that it would help me and it did physically and mentally, but it didn’t change the situation in my life that needed to be changed.

So as much as I’d like to keep blogging every day, I need to roll up my sleeves and focus on handling all the massive changes I’m going through right now so I can come back and share my experiences. My creativity has taken a vacation to allow me to handle business, but once it comes back, it’s on like Donkey Kong!

via Daily Prompt: Puzzled


9 thoughts on “Taking Massive Action

  • Sometimes we all need a heavy push in a different direction. Being positive about it will make everything that happens so much better. I have been through enough crumbling worlds of my own now to understand I still must live each day and the most of my time in the best way possible. Go forth and get the things you need to make your life your own.

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  • I’m constantly trying to rid my life of the old and bring in the new. Some days I would love to pack up the whole fam bam and hit the road. Life’s to short to sit still. Good luck on your journey! Hope to hear from you soon💕

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    • It’s a transition for sure! I just have that unexplainable feeling that massive changes are needed now if I want to pursue my passion. It’s been really rough but no matter what, I just feel that it’s the right thing to do. And the more I push through it, the more I start to notice my energy getting lighter and making room for all the things that belong in my life. I just keep that one specific quote from the book, The Alchemist, in the forefront of my mind: “When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”

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      • That is true because if you really want it than it will be all you think of. I think the hardest part is realizing you can’t make everything happen exactly when you want it to happen. You have to make the small steps. Eventually things do start happening.

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      • Yep, good old stepping stones! And I’ve realized that sometimes when things don’t pan out the way we want, it’s because there’s something way better out there for us. But too many times we try to control the situation in the way we want instead of allowing these better things to show up.

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